Sunday, March 28, 2010

Alabama Pagan aka Spiritual aka tatonkabean

I want the world to KNOW that I love them sow..."Fern gully" - make it grow!

teaching the NEW way through the

of multi-meanings
in a WORD
in many languages
in my area
parts of many religions
using a body with a parallel processing (6.9?) -
left and right hemispheres, hypathalusmus, etc.,
w/hyper-threading & lucky number i 7 ... memory processing unit burned out,
need replacement or coffee...
Perhaps just an egg short of a dozen?
No, just a few nuts and bolts loose (did u get all that?)
and trying desperately not to FORGET ever again....who? I AM!
And what my soul contract contains at the moment (just sign here
and initial there...). There. Changes are made. u r ready 2 go again!
To infinity and beyond! Android or Cyborg or human, we love them all ;)
This is tiggerthetiger23, or 2010-01-7 (makes it easy to sort on PC).
Too much input, shutting down, and rebooting... Nighty night!

P.S. The addy is

Android versus Cyborg

My neice and I discussed the difference yesterday. She says humans are more like cyborgs and I think normal humans ARE androids. In a way, we are both a bit right.

Healthy humans are made of elements from the same periodic table that an android or cyborg is, just in different quantities of each. Lots of Carbon and H2O for humans (ugly bags of water) whereas Androids and Cyborgs have more metalic parts and synthetic chemicals instead of biological chemicals.

I see GOD as the ultimate MATRIX, a mesh of all four states of matter/energy. Matter states are Etheric, Gas, Liquid, Solid. Science still can't find PROOF of Etheric that is reliable (because it is so complex) but they are getting close.

They need to study the Kabbalah or stare briefly into the sun and then close them and see the patterns that form. You will begin to pierce the veil! Namaste!

Saturday, March 27, 2010


I went to Walgreens today. With all my medical conditions and medicines on file you would think they would be kinder with me and more understanding.

Instead the Pharmacist just laughed at me. LAUGHED!

I C plans within plans. I C the multiverse.

doo u c what i c?...

I tried calling and talking to Cathy Horton at walgreens and she HUNG UP on me!

Reported her her to corporate twice. We will see if I get an apology...


I have a great doctor but she always thinks she is right and I am a Shaman and I think I know a bit about herbal medicine as well as treating my tribe (don't have a DEGREE yet so I get NO respect from her).

Anyway, because of things she knows because she's my doctor, she has yet to take the time to listen to all my problems (too busy) and is a Lesbian with authority issues when it comes to dominating males like a Capricorn/Tiger/Metal Shaman like me.

Look up Capricorn and the Chinese Zodiac (Lunar) for a fuller explanation of ME. Check out books on Feng Shui such as "Chinese Whispers" (excellent book!) or wikipedia for either Solar or Lunar Zodiac to understand the plan GOD layed out in the moving super-computer that is the planets and the Universe.

See wikipedia on the UNKNOWN state of matter in the periodic table which I call the ETHERIC in my new book. Physics 101 for Believers.

Anyway, until I can afford ambien or such, I get what I need where I need it and am finally RESTED! I was really getting loopy on 1 hour of rest every 24. Yeah, bipolar is a bitch when the pills are $15 each and I sometimes take up to 3 a day.

Not to mention dyslexia (unrecognized even though I got shock tested after being electricuted). Doctor's are so busy and so full of them selves and so greedy but they don't want to give us the time of day because they think they are Gods on earth to us mere mortals.

Enuf of a RAVE for today. Anyone know where a local one in Birmingham, ALabama will be soon?

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Plastic Seaman

I live in a town that does not recycle. I haven't found out why yet but it is on my list.

I have a metal can with a red and a blue rubber band around them on my dining table as a constant reminder to pursue this topic with a friend at City Hall.

I have a plastic bottle in my empty aquarium to remind me of where all this plastic is flowing to and what new organisms it is creating deep in the depths of the ocean as well as the effects we will suffer in future generations from ingesting all that toxic waste in seafood.

So what do we do? Well for starters, we must AWAKE and REMAIN AWARE! That's a start.

I am part of a nature group that celebrated Ostara, the Vernal Equinox, you know...SPRING!

You would think they are aware but we forget the little things. Like buying plastic cups instead of honoring the sacred trees and using paper. It's a basic law of Druidism that many claim to be and yet, there they are in the middle of the woods with more PLASTIC!

I found this old poem I wrote called "Plastics, Earth Technology, 2003-09-09"

Plastics Earth Technology
Father Son Holy-Ghost
Mother, Daughter, female Holy Ghost Mary Magdelene?
Is the "Holy Ghost" a reference to GOD?
So, it really goes...
Father, Son, God
Mother, Daughter, God
Split into Father and Mother
Split into Son and Daughter.
Split into Children.
Add Infinity.
No Problem.
Now I can go and watch my movie huh?
Thank You GOD.
Just say AMEN.

Miss Olivia wants to say hi to Tete. And says to remind Van to wash behind his ears real well.


It may not rhyme but when I channel, I hear many at once. Hope it helps you.

Ever just close your eyes and watch the play of light and dark on the inside of your eyelids like a big t.v. screen? Try going outside where the Sun is...

And if someone makes you doubt what you hear or see or feel, read "Conversations with GOD".

Monday, March 8, 2010

Ms. Manners - where have they gone?

There is an English comedy on PBS called "Keeping Up Appearances". The main character, Mrs. Bucket (pronounced Boo-Kay), is quite a stickler for manners and very full of herself. My ex said I often reminded him of her. I'm not sure how to take that except with humor...

For a long time, I thought it was important to always be honest and never hold anything back. I know better nowadays though my mouth still gets around my Freudian Ego at times! (I speak before I have evaluated my comments).

So I try not to be such an ass and I also try to show a few manners still. One family member I hold dear insists she does too but she really doesn't. She'll burp or fart and laugh instead saying excuse me. She never thanks me for gifts or cards I send her. If I call her on any of it, all she has is excuses. And of course, her kids follow her example.

I belong to a group of guys that go out to eat together and spend much time talking down about those that aren't with them. They are a nice group of people but it's hard to feel comfortable when you're wondering what things they are saying about you when you're not there.

I value friends and family more each day since the number dwindles as time goes by. So I try to hold my tongue when hurt or offended. People will flatly deny their bad moods or lack of manners if confronted. If you had a tape or video, they'd make excuses. Perhaps I'm just too sensitive but the denial rubs me the most! Honesty seems to have lost it's value in the world and manners along with it.

We all have our moments but I try hard to be polite. I try not to deny who I am even if I don't plan on changing. If I at least acknowledge my faults I can change. If I look in a mirror and see no faults, there's nothing to change.

I've quoted him before and I'm sure I'll do it in the future...

"You must be the change you want to see in the world".